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i hate it so much!
tis feeling is killing deep inside me
its more worth than dying

u go out wif her
wearing the jersey i bought it for u
sumore wanna post it out

when u wearing tis jersey dun u rmb me?
tis feeling i really hate
wat the fuck is wrong wif me!!!!!!!!

my heart is killing me
i bet i got heart attack soon!
cant slp everyday
cant eat well everyday
tis life jus like shit !

hw can u be like tat
i hate u! i hate myself MORE!
damn!

can i cry?

feel like..
no meaning living in tis world
dun even know i live for wat
can sumbody tell me
live for wat?

so much pain so much hurt
being a human is damn fucking difficult
especially our heart
wan A but doing B
hw cum...dun understand

feel like tis world full of fake ppl
am included in tat fake ppl group too..mayb
i try nt to cry for so long
pretend that am very happy
pretend that am very strong n tough
do i success?
yes i did
every1 thks am fine
am ok wif everythg
can TVB gv me some award too?

tired of being fake ppl
can i cry? being strong girl nt easy i noe
i try so hard to let it go
i tried! everyone just saying is my fault..
so nice...mayb really is me

i really dunwan to care bt i cant
am human i got feelings too
bt who cares my feeling? lolx
no one.
blame here blame thr oso dunno for wat
humans..
cant understand
really dun understand...
i jus noe tat i wanna cry

失败了

不是说好不为了你哭吗
不是说好不想你的吗
不是都说好了吗

看来我失败了

我多希望你不在我的脑海出现
你一直出现 你不累吗
哭了到底是为了什么

谢谢我
谢谢我把自己弄得那么丑
谢谢我
谢谢我把自己弄得那么可怜

真是有够犯贱

拜托
真的够了

我希望我能失忆
不想再这样下去

继续

很努力的去忘了你
我恨我一直回想过去
让我连呼吸都觉得很无奈

不想每天想到半夜
搞到自己失眠
很痛苦

所谓
放下容易忘记难

不要紧吧
一路走来都我自己一个人
也没有什么分别

也知道你开始你的新生活
只是我还停留在那时的世界
我相信
总有一天
我会做到
至于那天是几时
依然是个未知数..

untitled.

dunno wat title wan to put
so jus untitled..=.=

many thgs happened in a sudden
very sienz
money family frenz love
faint

bt nvm
as long as my mum beside
everythg will be okay

found out who is his gf
question is..why i need to noe
oh..because_____________.
because of what? herm....
oh yah..i noe tat girl
she is the one who sms sweet stuff wif him last time
lolx..they finally get together..
muahahaha
funny =.="
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i found my true love as well
JAY CHOU
oh yea...he will nt hurt me
he very love me
lolx..so am gonna support him in MARCH
cant wait..oh my goshhhh
mum said i can buy the ROCK ZONE ticket
which mean~~~ i can see jay chou very NEAR
bt 760rm for 1 ticket...abit expensive
nvm..all just for jay...
i love jay
i love my mummy MORE
thankiu mum...everything i need is just you
i cant live without U
i will only say tis to my mum n dad
no other person anymore...
weeeee...seems like i learnt new stuff
^.^

fuck my life.!

til ytd
i only realize wat the word [无能为力]
so far..hw to help
how can i help her
when dad tell me tis news
i really dunno hw to do
i tell mum..she oso dunno wat to do
its jus bcoz we all live so far away from her
wat if she really dun cum bk?
am i gonna lost her 4ever?
i really scare...hw cum like tis...
i really wanna fly bk tat time
jus mum say even u fly bk oso take 12 hours..oso cant do nth
at tat time...i really so disappointed
except calling frenz help i dunno wat to do
i must find her bk...
luckily ashley help me..very appreciated wat she done for me
i ask him help me find..he jus say no..wait tmr
wait wat tmr? if wan wait tmr then no nid find her anymore edi
no nid find anymore edi..say wat oso will help me
nw am nt say help me buy thg so easy
is a very serious thg...oso cant..
then no nid la...
still say me wat fatt pei hei..
u dunno tat fucking feeling is hw
me so far matt 7 oso cant do
ask u help me find her is the only way to help her
u oso dunwan
damn fucking disappointed..
wat oso wait tmr then wait i die only help la..
wait la...keep wait then good edi
u say me wat i oso dunwan argue bk
i very fan edi
my dad thr fan..my mum here all worry
me can do matt 7...u wan say wat up to u
i dun care..
i fan until die i oso will gao dim myself
i wont kacau u..wont ask u help edi..
i dunwan wait TOMORO!
really damn fucking moody..who the fuck will understand!
just BLAME N BLAME N BLAME
yes! me no thk ur side! i wat oso no thk!
the only thg i THINK IS TO FIND HER BACK!
i dun thk i do anythg wrong
wan blame...UP TO U..

20 yrs old bday...

tat day wanna blog but..too busy with my new toys...muahaha
early in da morning..wake up...go uni..then wait my lovely mummy come find me in liverpool~
when they arrived..we go eat mcDonald
then shopping lu~~ brother bought me mickey mouse earmuff
sooo cute...



at first i tot mum bought it for tingting..
hahaz..
afta tat..we walk walk see see look look..
at debinghams we both [fatt hao] =.="
go do the fake eyes lashes.
because its over 20pounds so it got free makeup
mum ask me go play .. =.="




half way make up..shayii call me
say happi bday..lolx...hak dou..
then ah loong~ ricky and my baby
damn stupid cant recognise her voice at all
macam [pak gu] voice arh u...hahaz
thankss for wishing me happi bday...^^

wait til tat tingting come
we go taipan eat lu..
then blow cake tat time
my cake is mickey n minnie oso
hahaha...so many mickey tis yr..
happi sei arhxxx
then mum gave me my present...woohoo


da-lang~ iphone 4! happi die me..
muahaha....cant belif mum bought me iphone 4
damn expensive...
i like the iphone 4
but i love my mummy MORE!!
Miiiii.....i LOVE y0u!!!!!!! muackz~!