失败了

不是说好不为了你哭吗
不是说好不想你的吗
不是都说好了吗

看来我失败了

我多希望你不在我的脑海出现
你一直出现 你不累吗
哭了到底是为了什么

谢谢我
谢谢我把自己弄得那么丑
谢谢我
谢谢我把自己弄得那么可怜

真是有够犯贱

拜托
真的够了

我希望我能失忆
不想再这样下去

继续

很努力的去忘了你
我恨我一直回想过去
让我连呼吸都觉得很无奈

不想每天想到半夜
搞到自己失眠
很痛苦

所谓
放下容易忘记难

不要紧吧
一路走来都我自己一个人
也没有什么分别

也知道你开始你的新生活
只是我还停留在那时的世界
我相信
总有一天
我会做到
至于那天是几时
依然是个未知数..

untitled.

dunno wat title wan to put
so jus untitled..=.=

many thgs happened in a sudden
very sienz
money family frenz love
faint

bt nvm
as long as my mum beside
everythg will be okay

found out who is his gf
question is..why i need to noe
oh..because_____________.
because of what? herm....
oh yah..i noe tat girl
she is the one who sms sweet stuff wif him last time
lolx..they finally get together..
muahahaha
funny =.="
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i found my true love as well
JAY CHOU
oh yea...he will nt hurt me
he very love me
lolx..so am gonna support him in MARCH
cant wait..oh my goshhhh
mum said i can buy the ROCK ZONE ticket
which mean~~~ i can see jay chou very NEAR
bt 760rm for 1 ticket...abit expensive
nvm..all just for jay...
i love jay
i love my mummy MORE
thankiu mum...everything i need is just you
i cant live without U
i will only say tis to my mum n dad
no other person anymore...
weeeee...seems like i learnt new stuff
^.^

fuck my life.!

til ytd
i only realize wat the word [无能为力]
so far..hw to help
how can i help her
when dad tell me tis news
i really dunno hw to do
i tell mum..she oso dunno wat to do
its jus bcoz we all live so far away from her
wat if she really dun cum bk?
am i gonna lost her 4ever?
i really scare...hw cum like tis...
i really wanna fly bk tat time
jus mum say even u fly bk oso take 12 hours..oso cant do nth
at tat time...i really so disappointed
except calling frenz help i dunno wat to do
i must find her bk...
luckily ashley help me..very appreciated wat she done for me
i ask him help me find..he jus say no..wait tmr
wait wat tmr? if wan wait tmr then no nid find her anymore edi
no nid find anymore edi..say wat oso will help me
nw am nt say help me buy thg so easy
is a very serious thg...oso cant..
then no nid la...
still say me wat fatt pei hei..
u dunno tat fucking feeling is hw
me so far matt 7 oso cant do
ask u help me find her is the only way to help her
u oso dunwan
damn fucking disappointed..
wat oso wait tmr then wait i die only help la..
wait la...keep wait then good edi
u say me wat i oso dunwan argue bk
i very fan edi
my dad thr fan..my mum here all worry
me can do matt 7...u wan say wat up to u
i dun care..
i fan until die i oso will gao dim myself
i wont kacau u..wont ask u help edi..
i dunwan wait TOMORO!
really damn fucking moody..who the fuck will understand!
just BLAME N BLAME N BLAME
yes! me no thk ur side! i wat oso no thk!
the only thg i THINK IS TO FIND HER BACK!
i dun thk i do anythg wrong
wan blame...UP TO U..

20 yrs old bday...

tat day wanna blog but..too busy with my new toys...muahaha
early in da morning..wake up...go uni..then wait my lovely mummy come find me in liverpool~
when they arrived..we go eat mcDonald
then shopping lu~~ brother bought me mickey mouse earmuff
sooo cute...



at first i tot mum bought it for tingting..
hahaz..
afta tat..we walk walk see see look look..
at debinghams we both [fatt hao] =.="
go do the fake eyes lashes.
because its over 20pounds so it got free makeup
mum ask me go play .. =.="




half way make up..shayii call me
say happi bday..lolx...hak dou..
then ah loong~ ricky and my baby
damn stupid cant recognise her voice at all
macam [pak gu] voice arh u...hahaz
thankss for wishing me happi bday...^^

wait til tat tingting come
we go taipan eat lu..
then blow cake tat time
my cake is mickey n minnie oso
hahaha...so many mickey tis yr..
happi sei arhxxx
then mum gave me my present...woohoo


da-lang~ iphone 4! happi die me..
muahaha....cant belif mum bought me iphone 4
damn expensive...
i like the iphone 4
but i love my mummy MORE!!
Miiiii.....i LOVE y0u!!!!!!! muackz~!

i hate 11.10

tis early morning..
tot jus wan find her to talk
noe he gt gf by accident
hw can he so fast .. gt a new gf
how can it be
y...everythg u said izit jus say for fun?
wat u still love me
wat u will never leave me alone
izit all jus lies
i damn hurt..tears drop
i hate it so much
i really hate it SO FUCKING MUCH
went to skul..look out from the bus
i jus keep thking all this shit
few times i wanna cry..bt at last i control myself
at class..no mood to learn at all...juz thk thk thk only
cant even concentrate
i ask him..u gt new gf? bt he say no..
wat the fuck is happening?
me jus cry for nth?
he dun even care anymore
he dun care i cry or wat i do anymore
wat he said to me..wat he promised me..from nw i noe is all gone...
why...i hate it i HATE IT
who understand
who will understand!!!!!!!!!!!!
y i brk up wif u...wat is the main point...
I WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feelings is just worst than die
i just hate today. i hate crying!

someone tell my heart.

I try to tell myself that it's really over
That it's just to late for me to go back there
Need to walk away, need to keep my pride, on with my life
Gettin' sick and tired of this situation
Somethin' deep inside just can't seem to face it
I'm not goin' back but somehow I can't say goodbye

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind that's the easy part... someone tell my heart

We went through the trials and the tribulations
Til' I finally got tired of all the waiting, for you to come in, tell ya this was it, this I know
I deserve better, than you gave me, I deserve better and it kills me, that i'm holdin' on, I need to be strong, let you go

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind that's the easy part..someone tell my heart

Someone tell my heart, I don't love you if I can't convince myself, I just don't know what i'm gonna do, what i'm gonna do