untitled.

dunno wat title wan to put
so jus untitled..=.=

many thgs happened in a sudden
very sienz
money family frenz love
faint

bt nvm
as long as my mum beside
everythg will be okay

found out who is his gf
question is..why i need to noe
oh..because_____________.
because of what? herm....
oh yah..i noe tat girl
she is the one who sms sweet stuff wif him last time
lolx..they finally get together..
muahahaha
funny =.="
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i found my true love as well
JAY CHOU
oh yea...he will nt hurt me
he very love me
lolx..so am gonna support him in MARCH
cant wait..oh my goshhhh
mum said i can buy the ROCK ZONE ticket
which mean~~~ i can see jay chou very NEAR
bt 760rm for 1 ticket...abit expensive
nvm..all just for jay...
i love jay
i love my mummy MORE
thankiu mum...everything i need is just you
i cant live without U
i will only say tis to my mum n dad
no other person anymore...
weeeee...seems like i learnt new stuff
^.^

fuck my life.!

til ytd
i only realize wat the word [无能为力]
so far..hw to help
how can i help her
when dad tell me tis news
i really dunno hw to do
i tell mum..she oso dunno wat to do
its jus bcoz we all live so far away from her
wat if she really dun cum bk?
am i gonna lost her 4ever?
i really scare...hw cum like tis...
i really wanna fly bk tat time
jus mum say even u fly bk oso take 12 hours..oso cant do nth
at tat time...i really so disappointed
except calling frenz help i dunno wat to do
i must find her bk...
luckily ashley help me..very appreciated wat she done for me
i ask him help me find..he jus say no..wait tmr
wait wat tmr? if wan wait tmr then no nid find her anymore edi
no nid find anymore edi..say wat oso will help me
nw am nt say help me buy thg so easy
is a very serious thg...oso cant..
then no nid la...
still say me wat fatt pei hei..
u dunno tat fucking feeling is hw
me so far matt 7 oso cant do
ask u help me find her is the only way to help her
u oso dunwan
damn fucking disappointed..
wat oso wait tmr then wait i die only help la..
wait la...keep wait then good edi
u say me wat i oso dunwan argue bk
i very fan edi
my dad thr fan..my mum here all worry
me can do matt 7...u wan say wat up to u
i dun care..
i fan until die i oso will gao dim myself
i wont kacau u..wont ask u help edi..
i dunwan wait TOMORO!
really damn fucking moody..who the fuck will understand!
just BLAME N BLAME N BLAME
yes! me no thk ur side! i wat oso no thk!
the only thg i THINK IS TO FIND HER BACK!
i dun thk i do anythg wrong
wan blame...UP TO U..

20 yrs old bday...

tat day wanna blog but..too busy with my new toys...muahaha
early in da morning..wake up...go uni..then wait my lovely mummy come find me in liverpool~
when they arrived..we go eat mcDonald
then shopping lu~~ brother bought me mickey mouse earmuff
sooo cute...



at first i tot mum bought it for tingting..
hahaz..
afta tat..we walk walk see see look look..
at debinghams we both [fatt hao] =.="
go do the fake eyes lashes.
because its over 20pounds so it got free makeup
mum ask me go play .. =.="




half way make up..shayii call me
say happi bday..lolx...hak dou..
then ah loong~ ricky and my baby
damn stupid cant recognise her voice at all
macam [pak gu] voice arh u...hahaz
thankss for wishing me happi bday...^^

wait til tat tingting come
we go taipan eat lu..
then blow cake tat time
my cake is mickey n minnie oso
hahaha...so many mickey tis yr..
happi sei arhxxx
then mum gave me my present...woohoo


da-lang~ iphone 4! happi die me..
muahaha....cant belif mum bought me iphone 4
damn expensive...
i like the iphone 4
but i love my mummy MORE!!
Miiiii.....i LOVE y0u!!!!!!! muackz~!

i hate 11.10

tis early morning..
tot jus wan find her to talk
noe he gt gf by accident
hw can he so fast .. gt a new gf
how can it be
y...everythg u said izit jus say for fun?
wat u still love me
wat u will never leave me alone
izit all jus lies
i damn hurt..tears drop
i hate it so much
i really hate it SO FUCKING MUCH
went to skul..look out from the bus
i jus keep thking all this shit
few times i wanna cry..bt at last i control myself
at class..no mood to learn at all...juz thk thk thk only
cant even concentrate
i ask him..u gt new gf? bt he say no..
wat the fuck is happening?
me jus cry for nth?
he dun even care anymore
he dun care i cry or wat i do anymore
wat he said to me..wat he promised me..from nw i noe is all gone...
why...i hate it i HATE IT
who understand
who will understand!!!!!!!!!!!!
y i brk up wif u...wat is the main point...
I WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feelings is just worst than die
i just hate today. i hate crying!

someone tell my heart.

I try to tell myself that it's really over
That it's just to late for me to go back there
Need to walk away, need to keep my pride, on with my life
Gettin' sick and tired of this situation
Somethin' deep inside just can't seem to face it
I'm not goin' back but somehow I can't say goodbye

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind that's the easy part... someone tell my heart

We went through the trials and the tribulations
Til' I finally got tired of all the waiting, for you to come in, tell ya this was it, this I know
I deserve better, than you gave me, I deserve better and it kills me, that i'm holdin' on, I need to be strong, let you go

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind that's the easy part..someone tell my heart

Someone tell my heart, I don't love you if I can't convince myself, I just don't know what i'm gonna do, what i'm gonna do

why..and why?

u ask me tis kind of question
u feel better?
shong ma?
do u noe..u ask me
i will hurt onot? u noe onot?
hw can u ask me tat fucking question
i edi very moody today
morning gv police saman
then u nw ask me tat fucking question
u noe when i saw ur msg
my heart so hurt..
不要再说那些话来刺痛我的心
我的心已经碎了还要刺吗？
你已经可以很开心的生活了
为什么还要来弄痛我
我已经很努力不去想你

体会到
要忘记一个人好难...

也学会
要流泪时都望向45度看天
这样眼泪就停留在我眼睛里
不会哭
也不会被人看到我哭...

its fucking hurts

a week afta i brk up wif him
still hurting
even thou i noe its not worth bt .. human..
especially girls tat put too much love on a man

moody for the whole week..
haihz...

saw his album
really having fun without me
u tot me tat u are nt happy
bt Your lie has broken my heart

dunno whether is my problem or wat
saw one of ur pic is damn close wif her..
am i still jealous? mayb
hope i can let it go as soon as possible instead of thking it every fucking day
really cant stand it anymore with the pain i had
feel tired..
the feel that i having now

ITS FUCKING HURT