Sunday, 31 January 2010

daddy~



lolx
my daddy
very leng zaii

i send him some of my pic ytd wearing lens
showing him my eyes is grey n blue colour
n he jus show me tis
hahaz..
daddy so leng zaiii!!!!

today..
argue wif him
diu until him very 9
mahai..i really dunwan listen to those stupid excuses
wat tis wat tat
dun think am brainless ok?
dun think am stupid
edi say to u many time
u wan slp..ok..go slp
but at least u tell me 1st
dun make me keep waiting for ur msg
say so many thousand time dunno listen
still do like tat

then say me wan argue wif u
if u do then hw can i argue wif u
always say is me
i say FUCK U la..

diu until very 9..

then send me tis pic
say u buy mickey for me
harlo
dun think u buy mickey for me then i no angry lor
u tot me 3 years old izit
1 mickey then i no angry ar
u slowly wait la..
yak si lar
go die lar!!
btw
tis mickey damn cute
i wan it for so long edi..
lolx!

Saturday, 30 January 2010

smoke



smoke.
a best way to waste time for me at the moment
i think .-.-.

nth i can do except smoke when am bored

nth can help me
no1 can help me
uk life
i noe..its boring

i wish i can go back to malaysia
nowhere is better than my own house
i can do wat i wan
eat wat i wan
go whr i wan..

in UK?
opposite
s.h.i.t

daddy i miss u
u r the best daddy in the world
even sumtimes u very cow
but afta tat i noe .. u just care me
daddy sorry..
go back gv u a big big kiss ar!!
MuAcKzZ

daddy n mummy i luv u both the most!
no one is better than u 2!

Thursday, 28 January 2010

vampire~



do i look like vampire?
yeaaa
i do..lolx

am one of the vampire family member~~
vampire goh
vampire muii~

wearing grey lens is ok but blue is really scary



see
really so scary

successful vampire! kakaz
=.="
sot jor

today whole day damn boring
not feeling well
early in da morning 7.30am
i go showered
VERY COLDDDD

then skul..la li la..
back hm then on9 then .. i forgot

then 7pm i go showered
afta showred lay on mummy bed
wah..really
so comfort
fall asleep
wake up at 10 then eat dinner
afta dinner go find ting ting
oh...i miss ting ting

many things happened recently
mood went up n down
like rollercoster
very syok =.="

nw? time to slp
tmr skul again
i luv ms.chloe chong.
^.^

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

urh.. dying

fan
so fan
very fan
so damn fan
so damn very fan

ma de
my otak wan b00m jor
noe ma? BooM!!!

life
WHAT IS LIFE?
LIFE : ????
Happy?
Sad?
Enjoy?
Disappointed?
bullshit.-.

today went high street wif jess
get some food
raining..
nice
but am wet.. so cold
then come back home
sick edi lor
leng jor lor .. i enjoy rain.. but not headache

i went to slp 4..wake up 9
nw feel slpy again
tmr assem
yak si yak si laaaa
always assem oso talk bullshit only
dun talk better lar u

dying.-.-.
T_T

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

aikz

2010
not a good year
for me

damn many unhappy things happened
him
family
n frenz

only jus started 2010
then so many thing happen jor
hw to stay until dec

haihz

i dunno hw to do
hw can teach me
help me?!

i noe HAPPY is difficult
but i will try to HAPPY!
hope tat K2 will employ me
tat time
i only work study slp
not much time to let me think
will be better ba..

i rather use my time to work more than slp
can earn money..

work til 2.30am
come back hm 3am+ terus slp
then morning 8am wake up go skul again
like tis very good..
no time for me to think too much
mayb like tis..
will help me change my attitude

so u all wont say me [think too much]

Monday, 25 January 2010

很彻底

很想知道
是不是只有我一厢情愿的把你当作是好朋友

当你告诉我原因
又说那不是真正的原因
但又不告诉我
原来你根本不当我是朋友

彻底的让我失望!

在我心里7年
所谓的好朋友
原来是这样

这世界真的很虚伪
很假
我不想再说敷衍的话

我不再相信任何人的话

我只相信我家人和我自己就够

在这两个星期里
被一个我自认为的好朋友
狠狠的伤了两次
说什么我自己在那里生气
你有想下你自己用什么态度去解决嘛
说在fb跟我说sry
结果你是跟他们聊什么
叫我要明白你
不告诉我事实我能明白什么

伤口不痛
并不代表它不深

我现在才知道
[好朋友] 是一个代名词
没有作用

只是好看一些
好听一些而已
一点也不特别

你们的一个不开心
叫几十个人陪着你喝茶

我的一个不开心
也只有我自己...说我想太多..说我无聊
没有用心去了解我

我不明白为什么要为你哭
只怪我太笨...
笨得太离谱...

Sunday, 24 January 2010

SD dolls!!



today my uncle on9 wif her wife
then she got soooo damn many dolls
all so cute
i wan oso
so i said when tis yr i go back
i wan go thr find her
then i can buy many dolls i wan
since cant go HK
i wan go liao guo..
say to jordan oso edi
so..is 100% comfirm
no more [ CANCEL ]
i hate the word CANCEL
if he cant go oso nvm
i go wif my uncle

da SD dolls
so damn pretty
i wan them all!!!!