20 yrs old bday...

tat day wanna blog but..too busy with my new toys...muahaha
early in da morning..wake up...go uni..then wait my lovely mummy come find me in liverpool~
when they arrived..we go eat mcDonald
then shopping lu~~ brother bought me mickey mouse earmuff
sooo cute...



at first i tot mum bought it for tingting..
hahaz..
afta tat..we walk walk see see look look..
at debinghams we both [fatt hao] =.="
go do the fake eyes lashes.
because its over 20pounds so it got free makeup
mum ask me go play .. =.="




half way make up..shayii call me
say happi bday..lolx...hak dou..
then ah loong~ ricky and my baby
damn stupid cant recognise her voice at all
macam [pak gu] voice arh u...hahaz
thankss for wishing me happi bday...^^

wait til tat tingting come
we go taipan eat lu..
then blow cake tat time
my cake is mickey n minnie oso
hahaha...so many mickey tis yr..
happi sei arhxxx
then mum gave me my present...woohoo


da-lang~ iphone 4! happi die me..
muahaha....cant belif mum bought me iphone 4
damn expensive...
i like the iphone 4
but i love my mummy MORE!!
Miiiii.....i LOVE y0u!!!!!!! muackz~!

i hate 11.10

tis early morning..
tot jus wan find her to talk
noe he gt gf by accident
hw can he so fast .. gt a new gf
how can it be
y...everythg u said izit jus say for fun?
wat u still love me
wat u will never leave me alone
izit all jus lies
i damn hurt..tears drop
i hate it so much
i really hate it SO FUCKING MUCH
went to skul..look out from the bus
i jus keep thking all this shit
few times i wanna cry..bt at last i control myself
at class..no mood to learn at all...juz thk thk thk only
cant even concentrate
i ask him..u gt new gf? bt he say no..
wat the fuck is happening?
me jus cry for nth?
he dun even care anymore
he dun care i cry or wat i do anymore
wat he said to me..wat he promised me..from nw i noe is all gone...
why...i hate it i HATE IT
who understand
who will understand!!!!!!!!!!!!
y i brk up wif u...wat is the main point...
I WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feelings is just worst than die
i just hate today. i hate crying!

someone tell my heart.

I try to tell myself that it's really over
That it's just to late for me to go back there
Need to walk away, need to keep my pride, on with my life
Gettin' sick and tired of this situation
Somethin' deep inside just can't seem to face it
I'm not goin' back but somehow I can't say goodbye

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind that's the easy part... someone tell my heart

We went through the trials and the tribulations
Til' I finally got tired of all the waiting, for you to come in, tell ya this was it, this I know
I deserve better, than you gave me, I deserve better and it kills me, that i'm holdin' on, I need to be strong, let you go

Someone needs to tell my heart
Get it to believe that it's over
Tried and tried a thousand times
I'm still here
I can try to walk away but I only seem to end up nowhere
I made up my mind that's the easy part..someone tell my heart

Someone tell my heart, I don't love you if I can't convince myself, I just don't know what i'm gonna do, what i'm gonna do