got meaning ..

我们永远都不可能找到你爱他，但同时他同样那么爱你的一个人。两个人相处，当中永远都有一个爱得比对方更投入，但爱得比较少那个当他想多爱一些的时候，他才发现，原来多爱一点的那个，早已经放手.

got meaning
有意思！
好有意思！

不要说我不珍惜
是我珍惜的时候
你不觉得什么
当你知道时
可能我已经累了..

prom NiteZ..

so fast..then finish 2nd year of A level
tonite was amazing
seeing ppl dancing around..having fun
lolx
bt when i see chris n her gf..dunno wat name..
gt the best couple award
i feel like.. [herm...hw to say]
jus some weird feeling
afta tat...they all dancing drinking biiblaabiiblaa
i jus sat thr wif jess doing NTH =.="
drink carlsberg only whole nite..arr
cant wait to go back...so i can REALLY HAVE FUN..
lolx
very tired de..bt feel like wanna blogging
today .. 1st day he no msg me
mayb he edi gv up le ba
erm..nt a bad thing i think~
gv me time to zap guan harh..
i oso no feel very very disappointed when he no msg me
coz i noe 1 day he sure will gv up..
mayb best for both of us
sumtimes nite time will think of him..
bt oso will sad coz of wat he said
haihz..suin ba la..
i noe in ur heart am nt WHO WHO anymore
so..i oso no nid waste time..thinking lebih things.
..finish? lolx..

e..r..m..

so fan
too many thing happened
wan faint jor
family problems oso make until me wan die jor
still wan think about my exam
oso wan to think about u ..
y tis month so many thing happen 1..
not gd thing..ALL IS BAD THING

u say me very cow
yes
I AM
u nt 1st day noe me
i always is so cow..nt nw only cow
say i dunwan listen to ppl
if gt point
i sure listen
u say they say me is got point
if got point
y i can fight back? why??
frenz then cannot scold
then gf can scold
got like tis 1 meh
gf say geh thing then is no point
ppl say de thing then gt point
like tat 1 ar? i nw only noe
i wan bf is to protect me
if u nt protect me
then y nid to be together
say u love me..bt wat u do u show me u nt
i noe i cant compare wif frenz
bcoz both are important
bt i oso wont say straight away
[ if gv me choose i choose frenz..coz U CANT HELP ME ]
wah..like tat
i got problem u can help me?
my car sei fo i tell u u can come help me? no
i no money i tell u..u can help me? no
then? i say like tis to u la?
i last yr go back twice my bank edi no money edi
u gt think? u dun hv
buy tis buy tat for wat
JUS WAN U HAPPY only
then? hw u treat me? scold me tis n tat
u n tat girl pic
i sad a..u say me wat? wah... me think too much
my problem again.. i gt say wat? i sad still kena u diu
me do like tat is for wat...jus for u only
then nw? i can tahan..ok..i tahan
until i cannot tahan..i wan boom
then say me dunno think..wat oso is me
i tell her..bcoz she noe me so long
she understand me..i tell u..u wat oso say is me thinking too much
if me do like u
hw u feel..try to think la..
everytime got thing jus is my problem
i small gas..i dunno think...or i think too much
if i nt love u..y i think so much..y i small gas
ya..jus say is me bad..say me bitch
i dun care.. u wan wait..u slowly wait
once i sei sum.. i very 绝
wan blame on me jus blame on me..
i dun care anymore..
as u say
FRENZ are more important
i learnt from u
my frenz are MORE IMPORTANT..

wat we wan..

i wan freedom
u wan control

i wan happy
u wan argue

i wan discuss
u wan avoid

like..wat we wan jus the opposite thing
feel like so weird
compare to last time
we are same
bt the longer we together
more different thing we can see on each other

all the time
u jus let me feel ur frenz are much more important than me
well..and u already say to me
tats true.. ur frenz are important
when u alone
only find me..tats the thing
am nt ur doll or toys or watever
only rmb me when u are lonely
when u gt frenz around u..
u jus leave me alone...
ask me wait u back hm..
fair? - no

everytime is u make the problem
and u can SAY until is my problem
say is me wrong
ya..i noe u clever
tats y everytime u can jus blame on me
n me jus gv u blame..
coz i dunno fight back

nw i learn hw to protect myself
i noe u lie me many times..
many thing i noe i dunwan tell
jus wish u could tell me the truth
bt who noe? u still wan lie
afta lie still can say many 大道理
lie then is lie.. still say so many tis n tat oso no use
make until u no wrong
wrong is me again
i feel so sienz..

2 years.. not say wan put down then put down
bt u really make me so disappointed
nt 1 time.. is many time
wat u tell me oso TALK only..wont tk action
1 time..2 times.. more n more
i oso 麻木...

i dunno wat u wan from me
i gave wat i can gv..
bt u jus ignore..
then nw..u only will care
got meaning?
always tell me wan cherish
i got ar...but u leh?
got meh? i care u tat time u say NTH NTH
i will gao dim
nw i dunwan care u..u only wan me care u back
i call u tat time.. u say NTH TO SAY
nw i dunwan call u..u say y no call u
dun feel urself very 矛盾 meh
even when i angry a.. u still got mood find other ppl chat
i unhappy a.. u still wan play ur bsb bt not accompany me
u wan me accompany u.. then i dunwan slp go on9
on9 jor u tell me wat? frenz call u yamchar..u wan go out
like tat? like tis then right a???
i hate u gv me this feel
boring only find me
am nt ur fucking DOLL!!

f-a-n?

everyday msg me saying u luv me miss me tis n tat
when i look at it
no feel at all
dunno y

jus feel dou very fan
few months b4
we keep argue til nw
i sienz jor
i repeat n repeat again
u oso never listen..

everytime is not my problem
u can say until is my problem
blame on me
i try to it clear
u just try to talk others topic
avoid me..

u say u never lie me b4
sry.. i noe u DID
jus dunwan say only
gv u many chances to tell me
but u choose keep lie to me..i gt nth to say

b4 i say wan to be wif u
i said i never wan be to controlled by ANYBODY
seems like u forgot
i noe tis is CARING
but sry.. i gt my own life
never wanted to listen to u

i tell my best frenz about my prob
then u go ask her
still wan lie to me
I NOE SHE WILL NEVER LIE TO ME
from tat day
i dun feel like i can trust u

ytd i say we are nt suitable
dunno whether u act or wat
crying thr or wat
bt on the other side
still gt mood find other ppl chat
ha.. acting very gd..
u say gv u last chance
i already gv u SO MANY CHANCES

haihz
oii ashley yap..tolong arh!!!

aGain!

is da same fucking things again
am nt gonna reply u coz am too lazy
lazy to talk bullshit again n again

dunwan see
dunwan listen
dunwan know anymore

i jus noe i nid to take care of me mum
n do my best on my exam

tis is wat i CARE

i say go back only decided
means dunwan talk now
u wan to talk...u can continue
i will not answer
dun ask me all those question
u no brain? u cant think?
gt problem then keep ask me
am nt the PROBLEM
so I DUNNO
wat u expect me to tell u??
say i dunno cannot
aikz..go die better la...
i dunwan talk ANYMORE

listen. I SAY...

FUCK YOU! bitch!!
is u tis sohai ruins all da things
still wan act charm there a
who will ho lin u
so damn stupid n brainless
talk oso dunno use brain think
make me damn 7 dulan
if nt bcoz u OLD
early early i oso diu 7 u edi
if nt gv face mummy
i oso slap u edi
u tis bitch
always do wrong thing still wan act like very clever
u go DIE la u
i hate u until dunno hw to say
i really wan u die...
lucily ting ting here
ting ting can hug hug me..

i really hate u
listen wat i say

i say FUCK 9 YOU ma zibai !!!!!